Sometimes the things we are most worried about, the things we are crazy anxious over and can't sleep over, turn out to be very anti-climactic. After stressing over something for months, it turned out to go ... ok. Just ... ok.
And now I feel ridiculous for the last few months of stress.
And I wished I could get back all those months and what I lost during all that stress.
But it's over, and I learned a lot about myself. And a very good lesson ... one of those things you just need to learn for yourself.
And not I really do feel like I see clearer skies ahead.